Before going to bed I tried to incubate my dreams so that I would meet my subconscious self as me and ask her questions. Perhaps my “willing” her to appear wasn’t commanding enough.
The questions I need answered are:
1) Do I actually want to stay or do I want to go?
2) If I choose either way, is it only because I fear something?
3) What am I fearing?
3 times I woke up last night. Each time I had a faint memory of a dream, so faint I can’t even recall them. All I remember is waking up each time then drifting back to sleep whilst telling my subconscious to come answer my questions.
On the last wake up this morning, again I do not remember much, only this: my husband was not in any of the dreams.